sounds like it’s just a matter of waiting to find someone who’s same in htat case?
that feels like a long wait, maybe an impossible mission.
scienceclassrebel said: SHIT SON THE GIDGET MOVIES ARE GODDAMN TREASURES
i am talking about characters from eureka 7 Kate :O
the super secret technology of friends with benefits. all the kiss, none of the commitment.
ik but like. idk how to explain it. like i want a datemate, like i want that relationship, bt without having to put 100% into it because i like/ will probably not. feel that. way. for them anyways? like that makes me sound like a jerk.
like i wanna do the cuddling, smooching, pampering thing, but i dont wanna have to say gross things and i dont want them to expect that stuff from me because it makes me siiiick feeling.
i do wanna have a datemate i guess but i’m not really. i don’t — idk i think a lot of people are cute and i wanna smooch them and stuff but i don’t really put any effort into. the whole romance thing. or like. asking people out or like. yeah.
maybe if i put efort into someone but at the same time no one makes me want to really do that.
its like art block, but with people. it’s weird.